Well its has been a while. Lots of things have happened, some good and some bad. lets start with good. Emrie finished Pre-K with flying colors, Lendall built me shudders for the house, and VBS was a hit. Thats about all i can come up with. Now the bad. We have journeyed down the infertility road for the last 2 years, and i am excited to say that phase is over. despite our valiant efforts, we unfortunately were not abel to get any good results out of it. All we know is that we are another case of "un-explained infertility." so after lots of time, energy, $$$, and pieces of our soul..... WE ARE DONE. i feel a lot defeated, very sad, and a touch mad. HOWEVER i trust a really BIG God that has a perfect plan. He has minded parts of my heart that i thought would never heal. and for that i owe Him. We are excited for that phase to pass, and even more excited for whats to come. Right now we are going to pursue Birth adoption, and Embryo adoption. my prayer is that God will allow me to carry our next baby, But i also have guarded myself. at this point its hard to fully jump on any Ban-Wagon. So by starting both processes we can be ready for plan B.
so for now we are not sure how or when or what color our baby will be, but we know that God has brought us to this point for a reason. Our greatest desire is to follow whatever plan He has for us.
We just want to say thank you to our families, friends, and church family for walking with us down this road. We look forward to see what He does for us.
other things may change me, but i start and end with family.
