August

Big things have happened this month.  Our bay Lue turned 5 on the 20th.  its crazy to me how fast time passes these days.  i remember when i was in high school and days lasted a lifetime now, they fly by so fast.  We could not be more proud of her but at the same time this phase of her life brought change.  i had to let go of her for the 1st time in her life.  i had to give someone else 8 hours of my precious time with her.  I had to ask her how much she ate at lunch, did she Pee/poop at school?  i had to trust other people to love and care for her.  i tell u for a momma that wants to hold on, this was not my best moments.  i am still not a huge fan, but she is doing great.  she is brave, strong, capable, and able to be her even without me.  

 this is her first day of T-K, 2012

 We are hoping to fill the boots.  our goal for now is to get my body to start another cycle.  so that is what we have been waiting on since June, but i finally took medicine to help out the process, and one more phase of waiting has started.  Hopefully we should know by the end of Sept. if our "embryo adoption" worked or not.  if it does not work we are 100% moving on with regular adoption. We have the paper work, home-study, back-grounds, and $$$ all ready.  We are just ready to have a baby.  

Aslo We found out that i am going to be "aunt-Sassy" again.  Tucker is getting a new baby brother in just a few more weeks.  We are real excited to welcome Bennett Harris into our family.  We already love him a whole lot.