Time 7:00 am
i wake up, start the day running. my plan was to take em to school and come home and do a few things, get ready ect....
i take her to school, call the doctor..... i asked "can i come today b/c i have a funeral in the morning?" she said come on up. i leave purcell at 8:15. i get to Moore, my mom calls "stop where you are, i am coming." so i gather her, we go to the doctor office, they draw blood, and tell me it will be 1 hour.
LONGEST HOUR EVER btw.
We come back to norman, kill time, shop, eat.
Place: Target parking lot. they call and with all 4 of my favorite nurses on speaker phone.....
"CONGRATULATIONS MOMMA, YOUR PREGNANT"
My mom screamed, i cryed. and we sit for about 2 minuets in shock. I call Len, he said "that's the best news i have ever heard" mom called nana, chles, and Mac. we all sit in the parking lot on 2 phones just crying and carrying on.
it was such a shock, bc i had been trying to prepare for bad news. i was trying so hard not to let myself jump on and be excited, yet with that call i had to turn my thoughts all the way around.
This fertility journey has been the very hardest, most disappointing, hurtful, and painful thing i have ever faced. However in that very moment I would do it all again. the whole journey seemed long, but in that moment i forgot all about the pain. i cannot describe the over whelming joy that fills my heart. i feel so blessed that God heard my cry, heard all the prayers on our behalf. He makes beautiful things. my ring tone on my phone is "The hurt and heeler" and those words played so strong in my heart. the words in the song that i have held throughout out this journey...."i am alive, even though a part of me has died. you take my heart and breath it back to life." that is my testimony of what God has done for me. He is all knowing, smart, gracious, and He gave us this precious gift. We could not be more thankful to Him.
i know a lot of people. i have was born and raised in this town, i am always a open book about life. therefor i cannot count the many 100's of people that have called, text, emailed, and facebooked me. it means so much to me that people remember about me during their own busy life's. i can't list you all but please know that you have all brought me such comfort through-out this time. i am thankful that so many people love and support us.
I am so excited for you both! Cant wait to meet the new little one or ones.
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